hephaestion2014's blog
Being a bad guy
Well have been on the site, nearly a year now. Wrestled around a bit. Met some great people.
Still not found my inner heel. Not sure I have it in me. Just don't have that mean streak.
I mean, in my last match I apologized whilst pushing my opponent's face away.
Well, it felt rather impolite. ;)
Perhaps I am forever doomed to be a jobber. I don't think of myself that way and not a big fan of that label anyway.
I guess I don't have that confidence to go on the attack and control the mat. So will into the comfort zone of defence.
Even now when I am up against guys I know I could pretty much own. ;)
In some ways I have come a long way, and in others, not at all. There seems to be a bit of a mental block. Though each group meet I go to, each tip I am offered, each move I am shown, its gradually chip chip chipped away.
I think fighting which comes so naturally, and is instinctive to others, is something I am still in the long process of learning. So bear with :)
(But just remember that the puppy you kicked will eventually grow into one big dog ;) )