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My first encounter in which I tested myself occured in 3rd grade in which I fought a boy on the playground.

I would like to remember a decisive victory for me but sadly it was not the case.

As I squared off against the other boy we were roughly the same size but he had already gained a reputation for being a scrapper … I would be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit scared because I was. He accused me of being a coward and pushed me back telling me that I was too chicken to do anything about it. The mized crowd was excited to see the fight and I felt like I couldn’t back down and then pushed him (or tried to) back when he punched me right in the mouth and I fell backward onto the ground. He immediate jumped on top of me straddling my chest and started smacking me across my face until a teacher came to break it up.

As I picked myself up I saw the girl that I had the hugest crush on had watched the fight and was congratulating my opponent for so easily beating me. I was so humiliated. I think this scarred me going forward.

Another tale to come if you like this one.

For someone who has very little experience in combat situations, I am drawn to situations in which I need to test myself against another man to see which man’s physical abilities and willpower are better.

The uncertainty in which I place myself potentially at the mercy of another man who has beaten me physically and mentally is very exciting … to feel our bodies struggling against each other is captivating to say the least.

The ultimate test, to have a battle to determine who will top the other. To be placed in a situation where my opponent has beat me and is now taking me is the ultimate price for testing myself.

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